Friday, July 1
I don’t know what is wrong with me lately I have wanted to sleep and not do a lot of self-expression. I think I am in a rut. I am lonely. I feel like I have this void. With no one to fill it. The lobster texted me last night at 7:40 to say that he would call after 9pm. He didn’t call. This is disturbing to me. I just have this gut wrenching feeling that something is going on with him and he won’t talk to me, I can’t make him talk to me, I know that. It is just very frustrating. I am about to drive up there. If I only had a car… that worked.
