Tuesday, April 18
Crizzle's Bitch...
So it has just been brought to my attention that I the Crizzle's Biatch.... Not likely.. I try not to be anyone's biatch.... I suppose that at time's I am my place of business's Biatch, especially the past few weeks, where I think most people probably figure I have dropped off the face of planet... Unless they receive an email from my work email address... because that is the only place that I have been... Oh well. my paycheck was nice, even though it was spent before it hit my account.. still nice to see it. work has been much more bearable with my nifty MP3 player thingamajig that Bos-Q gave me. Enough bitching and moaning about stupid freaking work.
1 ready made family coming up
So this move that I am making is scaring the crap out of me... I am leaving everything. The drive everyday, I haven 't lived with anyone in these circumstances in a long time.. I am more scared for him. The bacholor! not only is he moving in his girlfriend but her kids too. I keep asking him, are you sure?, do you think that you can handle this?, He says that he has been thinking about it for a while and he wouldn't have said anything if he wasn't sure... soooo well I don't know. I guess a new chapter will begin on
So I am really sad. T is moving to Boston and is leaving that is sooo far. We have lived together for 2 years and now we will be 2 days apart. But I think that in the long run it will be a great experince for her and I am happy.. And then shortly there after the Criz is leaving too. So who will I have you might ask?? No one! I will be all alone. Me, The Monkey's and C. Which I suppose will be cool. To actually have a real family unit for once. I am happy that my kids will have that. I am happy that C. is the one to make our little family complete. Not that it was lacking before. But MJ needs a boy to show him how to fish and show him how to laugh when he falls instead of freaking out. teach him how to be tuff. And I want terribly for EM to have a relationship with a father figure. I am so sad that I picked such a shitty father for her. But C. loves her. She runs to him anytime she is scared or thinks that she might be in trouble... it is really cute like she sees him as a protector.. and what she calls him is so close to the sound of "daddy" that it is scary.
that is all for now..
song in head: No one will do.... MJB
1 ready made family coming up
So this move that I am making is scaring the crap out of me... I am leaving everything. The drive everyday, I haven 't lived with anyone in these circumstances in a long time.. I am more scared for him. The bacholor! not only is he moving in his girlfriend but her kids too. I keep asking him, are you sure?, do you think that you can handle this?, He says that he has been thinking about it for a while and he wouldn't have said anything if he wasn't sure... soooo well I don't know. I guess a new chapter will begin on
So I am really sad. T is moving to Boston and is leaving that is sooo far. We have lived together for 2 years and now we will be 2 days apart. But I think that in the long run it will be a great experince for her and I am happy.. And then shortly there after the Criz is leaving too. So who will I have you might ask?? No one! I will be all alone. Me, The Monkey's and C. Which I suppose will be cool. To actually have a real family unit for once. I am happy that my kids will have that. I am happy that C. is the one to make our little family complete. Not that it was lacking before. But MJ needs a boy to show him how to fish and show him how to laugh when he falls instead of freaking out. teach him how to be tuff. And I want terribly for EM to have a relationship with a father figure. I am so sad that I picked such a shitty father for her. But C. loves her. She runs to him anytime she is scared or thinks that she might be in trouble... it is really cute like she sees him as a protector.. and what she calls him is so close to the sound of "daddy" that it is scary.
that is all for now..
song in head: No one will do.... MJB
