Thursday, April 17
complications suck.
the letter I got yesterday was great. he was in a great mood not questioning our love.
but my how one day can change things, today he is freaking out. He is scared I will leave and hurt him, that I won't be faithful. blah why does he freak out so bad. my chest hurts, i know that. living without him in it would be rotten. well hopefully tomorrow will be better. I am down to 22 days till i leave for GA i am soo excited! i can't wait to go see him. it will be great.
I really have to get it together some how. i feel like i am spiraling out of control. blah
well gotta go cook dinner.
the letter I got yesterday was great. he was in a great mood not questioning our love.
but my how one day can change things, today he is freaking out. He is scared I will leave and hurt him, that I won't be faithful. blah why does he freak out so bad. my chest hurts, i know that. living without him in it would be rotten. well hopefully tomorrow will be better. I am down to 22 days till i leave for GA i am soo excited! i can't wait to go see him. it will be great.
I really have to get it together some how. i feel like i am spiraling out of control. blah
well gotta go cook dinner.
