Love or Confusion?

well I do truly feel that I have found the one for me.. We have been going strong for almost 8 months. I want to marry him. I can't believe I say that and don't become short of breath, I just want to be with him always.. He just went away to boot camp on me, so I have been lonely for the past 34 days but I will see him in 32 days for 36 hours. and I am so stoked! these days have seemed like an eternity.
well I am sick as I don't know what today.. and I just want to be shot like a sick horse or something.
I hate who wants to be a millionaire. I just don't like her voice. Blah
I am going to sleep